one more day but i dont seem to be happy at all.. its like, everything change like that.what that was used to be...all changed now.. dont feel like blogging le, now making a real tough descision and i wanna go youth camp! how i wish what we were before can happen right now

Hey!errr, yeah.went to tamp mall again just now to get some stuff with my mum and sis.. thought bout lots of things just now i thought if i nvr started it, what would happen?sigh. anyway, yesterday i finally went back to church!!!! yay!haha, played games with the cm p5,p6-ers.quite fun! haha, played whacko, errr, dunno some game that draw and guess and twister. then went for breakfast with christabel,emily,my sis,tiffany, justina,kim and aud. then went back to church.. dunno why no p5,p6..so we talk talk. then learn magic tricks.hahahaha. christabel damn clever!manage to learn one magic trick. then my sis kena tricked by russ with the 'moving' rope thingy.. then errr, yeah. went lunch after that with my parents. then hmm, oh, went to katong, then to suntec city then to bugis junction... leg pain. then bought two jackets. yeahh. thats all. ate my dinner at 11pm:P reached home at 12am.. yeahh. hhaha, gonna have more fun this wk in church i guess! see u!
I dont think you would ever have enough time for me cos all u can give a day is 2

hey.hmmm, today was ok. quite fun.. err, went shopping the whole day with my mum...bought super lots of things. came back home.. used com till now.. err, my dad haven tell me if i can go tomorrow to help with the game for sunday:( sighh. i hope he tells me soon. kind of deperessed now..hmm, only a few know.i seriously feel like giving up but u always tell me not to and not to think bout it but i cant stop thinking bout the hours everyday... we cant cope, lets face it...you're gonna be busy with ur stuff and all.idk what to do...

HELLOS. err, went out with sophia,minna,huiyi,joanne,lisa yesterday. was fun! haha, kept laughing plus err, we went to watch coraline, kind of scary, 3d... the pic came in front of me!LOL. then went to collect my mum's shoes and rushed back home since i was an hour late from my curfew. so yea... ME AND IRIS WANNA GO AMK HUB NOW.... but i doubt my mum will allow la. like 99.99999999%. :( actually i go amk hub also got another motive la.. only two persons know why. anyway, ytd i came back home, my mum like totally very.... i come home, she immediately ask me so many qns...then its like, how much u spend and all.. ask me cauculate this and that.. like seriously la... walao. can u trust me a little bit more. and she say, this is the last time of going out.LIKE THIS WHOLE YR, I ONLY WENT OUT WITH MY FRIEND ONCE. SO NO, I RATHER ASK DADDY THAN U COS U SERIOUSLY HAVE A BIG PROBLEM.LIKE WHATS UR PROBLEM. GO COMPARE OTHER KIDS WITH ME,THEIR PARENTS ALL TRUST THEM EXCEPT U I TELL U.. EVEN DADDY ALSO TRUST ME MORE THAN U DO! SO SERIOUSLY, LEARN TO TRUST UR DAUGHTER LA.URGHH..i going out la, i dont bother. i am migrating next jan.. migrating, not going holiday.. i aint coming back to this country anymore. cant u like let me spend time with my friend..

Hey, blogging again cos seriously nothing to do. Its like so boring at home.. I nvr go for training anymore cos well, I am not going for competition next year anyway. So well, teacher-in charge called my mum ytd and asked if I not going anymore. So my mum said yes, then teacher say gonna tell general office to take my name out of the team cos I not going sch next yr.and sighh, seriously very sian this few days.everyday same routine like that, have breakfast with parents, come back, use computer, rest, watch tv,use com, watch tv... sighh, like nothing like that. nvr go out. then i suddenly remembered that i still have 3 school library books in my bag.== forgot to return, so gotta go back to school to return them. so well, i hope to have lunch with my friend but well, it seems impossible.i wanna meet also cannot cos either that person busy or well, i cant make it. so its like impossible. so sian, next yr migrating le.... i wanna meet my friend again:(((( sigh. and hmmm, make it for church camp committee meetings on saturday. and i am finally going back to church this sunday.yay. so yea.. sighh, very boreeeeeed.very very very bored.. VERY. only thing i looking forward to is to celebrate sophia birthday with her.should i give her a blouse, or make her something meaningful like a scrapbook with photos of us and the clique.oh well, decide later. okays, blog till here first. bye!

HELLO!! haven been blogging lately. :P but decided to blog again.hmmm, oh, in the logistic committee for youth camp.my parents dunno so they dont know what i have to do and all therefore, i missed the first meeting ytd.:x soo sorry.. my mum just now reprimanded me bout church... dunno whats her problem la.. SHE SHOULD JUST GO TO CHURCH WITH ME!!! anyway, wow, did quite badly for eoy though got promoted to sec 2.4A..oh wells, got bad scolding from dad.. and also, told my teacher bout my migration to aust next yr.. she ask a few things. then almost cried on last day of school.. i mean who wouldn't if you're nvr coming back anymore and u are gonna go somewhere darn far away. like of course i would have the feeling right... and i so am gonna meet all all of my friends during the holidays before i leave.if my mum dont allow, i will just rebuke and say: hello?i am not gonna come back here anymore so why wont u just give me a bit of freedom with my friends and lemme spend time with them.. just like youth camp.. she say what: u think ur dad allow. i answer: no but its the last camp and u dont even allow. wth. sighh... my mother at times... nvr mind.. gonna ask my dad.oh.. got my holiday training for vball. quite tiring.. 4 times a wk, one training bout 3 and a half hour.. my mum says i should just pon all since i am not going for competition anyway. aiya.. idk, gonna attend them anyway. fun but some things cropped up with me and someone in cca. i dont know but it seems like, she suddenly changed... we used to be friends who had a good relationship but now, she seems to hate me. i am sorry for all the mistakes i make while playing with u guys.i dont think u are gonna read this but still, i really wanna know what happened between us.i wanna thank all those who have been guiding me throughout the yrs, thouse i have been sharing my problems with, u know who u are.. thanks alot if u are reading this post.:)