HI.had ym christmas party.. hahaha, FUN TO THE MAX! i tell u what happened! kays, first,woke up bout 9plus.then changed and went to mandai to pray to my grandfather..after that, went to my grandmother house.. came back hom bout 2plus.then clara came over to my house! hahaha, she ransacked my cupboard just for a tank top man.ahhaha, then i write bout one more card..then i had to go off to kovan with her and my sis to buy our masks... NICE LEH THE MASK. and cheap too!! haha, then got presents for gifts exchange.. and rushed to church.. ahha, hmmm, then went in, chatted with bel... talking bout some stuff. and the party started.. games and all:)yupps, then had dinner, chatted with samuel alot bout his sch and his stuff. hahaha, really a nice boy! hahaha, then went back to e upper room, and played mroe games. couple, couple,couple.ahahha... then yeahh, we ended off with gifts and all.. gave my gifts and cards but i didnt manage to write finish:( and its the last time i will see them unless they're coming:( i miss them.. then we all went to the plaza.. and like at the entrance there.. talk, i broke down, little cos of what happened ytd.. and more cos of friends.. i aint gonna meet them anymore unless they're sending me to the airport.. i am superb sad:( then i cried a little.haha, hugged all e girls. then yeahh,then i wait, i cry even more..hahaha, russ stun down there like that. hahaha, i laughed. then clara went to well, suggested somethign.. not gonna say but christabel say everyone standing there saw.. i dont think so bah..hahah, ok la. arghh, i haven give alot of cards:( nvm, i shall write a farewell note for all those i am meeting at the airport. i cried alot. i really miss u guys.and i appreciated the time we had tgt... i really did. i really hope to see u guys again.. cos its my last time in church.. my first and last xmas party ever. to all my good friends :i will really miss u guys alright?continue to keep in touch and thanks for everything.:)i love u all!(L) sighh, saddenned. i wanna meet u guys again:(i really do...

HELLOS:D hmmm, kays, today was bad luh.. got scoldings from both mum and dad... damn shit.other than that, kind of excited this week! excited for my farewell this thurs and ym xmas party on sat.:) hope my parents allow me to go to the xmas party. drag my sis along.:D:D wanna go cut my hair tomorrow!!! my mother like drag drag drag since last wk till now..kns... kk, nothing to blog le. gtg, BYE:D

HELLO!haven been blogging lately(: anyway, hmmm,went out with iris on wed, ytd went out with cousin! fun, today, stay at home slack. heh, tomorrow going out with my mum get christmas presents.so yea:D hmm,next wk, justwrite christmas cards to give to ppl i guess.:) kkays,gtg, bye!

one more day but i dont seem to be happy at all.. its like, everything change like that.what that was used to be...all changed now.. dont feel like blogging le, now making a real tough descision and i wanna go youth camp! how i wish what we were before can happen right now

Hey!errr, yeah.went to tamp mall again just now to get some stuff with my mum and sis.. thought bout lots of things just now i thought if i nvr started it, what would happen?sigh. anyway, yesterday i finally went back to church!!!! yay!haha, played games with the cm p5,p6-ers.quite fun! haha, played whacko, errr, dunno some game that draw and guess and twister. then went for breakfast with christabel,emily,my sis,tiffany, justina,kim and aud. then went back to church.. dunno why no p5,p6..so we talk talk. then learn magic tricks.hahahaha. christabel damn clever!manage to learn one magic trick. then my sis kena tricked by russ with the 'moving' rope thingy.. then errr, yeah. went lunch after that with my parents. then hmm, oh, went to katong, then to suntec city then to bugis junction... leg pain. then bought two jackets. yeahh. thats all. ate my dinner at 11pm:P reached home at 12am.. yeahh. hhaha, gonna have more fun this wk in church i guess! see u!
I dont think you would ever have enough time for me cos all u can give a day is 2

hey.hmmm, today was ok. quite fun.. err, went shopping the whole day with my mum...bought super lots of things. came back home.. used com till now.. err, my dad haven tell me if i can go tomorrow to help with the game for sunday:( sighh. i hope he tells me soon. kind of deperessed now..hmm, only a few know.i seriously feel like giving up but u always tell me not to and not to think bout it but i cant stop thinking bout the hours everyday... we cant cope, lets face it...you're gonna be busy with ur stuff and all.idk what to do...

HELLOS. err, went out with sophia,minna,huiyi,joanne,lisa yesterday. was fun! haha, kept laughing plus err, we went to watch coraline, kind of scary, 3d... the pic came in front of me!LOL. then went to collect my mum's shoes and rushed back home since i was an hour late from my curfew. so yea... ME AND IRIS WANNA GO AMK HUB NOW.... but i doubt my mum will allow la. like 99.99999999%. :( actually i go amk hub also got another motive la.. only two persons know why. anyway, ytd i came back home, my mum like totally very.... i come home, she immediately ask me so many qns...then its like, how much u spend and all.. ask me cauculate this and that.. like seriously la... walao. can u trust me a little bit more. and she say, this is the last time of going out.LIKE THIS WHOLE YR, I ONLY WENT OUT WITH MY FRIEND ONCE. SO NO, I RATHER ASK DADDY THAN U COS U SERIOUSLY HAVE A BIG PROBLEM.LIKE WHATS UR PROBLEM. GO COMPARE OTHER KIDS WITH ME,THEIR PARENTS ALL TRUST THEM EXCEPT U I TELL U.. EVEN DADDY ALSO TRUST ME MORE THAN U DO! SO SERIOUSLY, LEARN TO TRUST UR DAUGHTER LA.URGHH..i going out la, i dont bother. i am migrating next jan.. migrating, not going holiday.. i aint coming back to this country anymore. cant u like let me spend time with my friend..

Hey, blogging again cos seriously nothing to do. Its like so boring at home.. I nvr go for training anymore cos well, I am not going for competition next year anyway. So well, teacher-in charge called my mum ytd and asked if I not going anymore. So my mum said yes, then teacher say gonna tell general office to take my name out of the team cos I not going sch next yr.and sighh, seriously very sian this few days.everyday same routine like that, have breakfast with parents, come back, use computer, rest, watch tv,use com, watch tv... sighh, like nothing like that. nvr go out. then i suddenly remembered that i still have 3 school library books in my bag.== forgot to return, so gotta go back to school to return them. so well, i hope to have lunch with my friend but well, it seems impossible.i wanna meet also cannot cos either that person busy or well, i cant make it. so its like impossible. so sian, next yr migrating le.... i wanna meet my friend again:(((( sigh. and hmmm, make it for church camp committee meetings on saturday. and i am finally going back to church this sunday.yay. so yea.. sighh, very boreeeeeed.very very very bored.. VERY. only thing i looking forward to is to celebrate sophia birthday with her.should i give her a blouse, or make her something meaningful like a scrapbook with photos of us and the clique.oh well, decide later. okays, blog till here first. bye!

HELLO!! haven been blogging lately. :P but decided to blog again.hmmm, oh, in the logistic committee for youth camp.my parents dunno so they dont know what i have to do and all therefore, i missed the first meeting ytd.:x soo sorry.. my mum just now reprimanded me bout church... dunno whats her problem la.. SHE SHOULD JUST GO TO CHURCH WITH ME!!! anyway, wow, did quite badly for eoy though got promoted to sec 2.4A..oh wells, got bad scolding from dad.. and also, told my teacher bout my migration to aust next yr.. she ask a few things. then almost cried on last day of school.. i mean who wouldn't if you're nvr coming back anymore and u are gonna go somewhere darn far away. like of course i would have the feeling right... and i so am gonna meet all all of my friends during the holidays before i leave.if my mum dont allow, i will just rebuke and say: hello?i am not gonna come back here anymore so why wont u just give me a bit of freedom with my friends and lemme spend time with them.. just like youth camp.. she say what: u think ur dad allow. i answer: no but its the last camp and u dont even allow. wth. sighh... my mother at times... nvr mind.. gonna ask my dad.oh.. got my holiday training for vball. quite tiring.. 4 times a wk, one training bout 3 and a half hour.. my mum says i should just pon all since i am not going for competition anyway. aiya.. idk, gonna attend them anyway. fun but some things cropped up with me and someone in cca. i dont know but it seems like, she suddenly changed... we used to be friends who had a good relationship but now, she seems to hate me. i am sorry for all the mistakes i make while playing with u guys.i dont think u are gonna read this but still, i really wanna know what happened between us.i wanna thank all those who have been guiding me throughout the yrs, thouse i have been sharing my problems with, u know who u are.. thanks alot if u are reading this post.:)

hellos. tomorrow training at hougang pri. so troubesome.... sighhh. oh tomorrow got bbq!!! and my dad like dont bother me cos of my results.. sighh hehehe. tomorrow got bbq!!! soooooo fun and excited. okok. tomorrow got sexuality education.. ewww. ok. blog tomorrow bye!!!

Hey! Had training today.. fell twice, sprained leg, finger almost broke cos of sing ping:P anyways, yea, leg hurts alot now. today in sch= no good. big devastation.kind of almost cried but could not. many told me not to bother since its not of much use but i felt sad.. dunno why. i really thank those who comforted me in this wk(: thanks alot. tomorrow gonna go malacca!!! yay! okok. so yea, wont post for a few days.very tired now(: will post another day...

I cant seem to stop but i will try cos it isn't nice falling for you

ok. didnt post for very long time.ok.. hmmm. ytd training was FUN to the max:DDD then errs, today had the founders day. so was released at 12pm... I am pissed with my mum. she cannot give me a break one can. i feel i more like prisoner than her daughter.. i mean srsly.. cant u trust me and like her? i hang out with her.. and EXAMS ARE OVER.. u are suppose to let me have lunch with my friends and all. i am leaving next yr already. cant u just be like nicer?? the hatred in me for u is really growing. anyway, tomorrow.. sighhh. and i this friday, going to malacca till like monday come back so if u see this post.. dont call me or anything.. u want u can give me a message..(: oh wells. now doing christmas stuff for friends and all. i know its kind of early but nov will be busy. so do now. yupps. gtg. bye!!

ok... today school was boring. found out lots of things..
Number 1: School finally set up a volleyball court for us!!!Yay!
Number 2: Training for normal school days is 3 times per wk
Number 3: My holiday training have been decided to be like 4-5 times per wk.. how to go out with friends:(
Number 4:Sports camp.. 4D 3N... Cannot imagine showering in the school toilet. yucks...
Yea.. thats all. was planning to go with sophia for frolicks tomorrow.. but cant cos of training. last minute notice! then somemore... i was planning to go movie with my cousin!!!!! omg... walao. what i do?? go for later movie at abt 6 plus? how:(

HIIIII. OKKKK. haven been posting for a lonnnnnng time! soooo sorry!!! all the main papers are over! so yea, now its time to play hard before i leave in like 2 months plus? so yea, gonna treasure all my time with my friends and go out with them! ohhhhh! and at the same time, me and valencia gonna make for our friends presents for christmas!(: main point for me is to get something for all my buddies b4 i leave. so yeappp. hmmmm,oh, i think i fail math T.T.... leave sooo much blanks. crap. okok. going off, post another day(:

haven been posting.:D sorry! ok. hmmm, its gonna be the end of the school holidays. I am having small group tonight in church and i just managed to tell my mum. she was like: tell daddy later lor. Ok. that was great i guess.ohhh. and tomorrow is my birthday party!!!! yay! so excited. haha. i haven finish my work and have been slacking, and no studying for eoy. sheesh. better start now or i am gonna regret. after eoy, i am gonna like play hard:D i got like 2 birthday presents already! 1 watch and a new bag!!;DDD tomorrow getting more. i am gonna be busy tomorrow! so see u tomorrow if u are coming!:D BYE!

HIIII. Ok. today got no school. so at home do nothing. so sianz. yesterday, came back from school, half an hour later. went to my gu gu house. then didnt do much so slept on her sofa till it was dinner time. then watch fated to love you cos she have the disc. then she needed to go to compass point to help my godmum with something. so tagged along and i was telling her abt my bdae.then she say she wanted to buy me a carebear but after i thought abt it, i decided to ask her for a new watch cos the puma watch she bought me last yr, it turned from pink to black. so i kek sim. So she say she buy me a new one, cos ytd, we passed by city chain which was closed cos it was almost 10. I saw the Levi's watch. very nice. and she say she buy me something like that^^. so happy. then walked home with my sisters and used the net for 3 hours. gonna cost my uncle. anyway, i smsed many ppl abt the party, dunno if they received the message. ok. then emily told me something, that make me laugh alot alot. cos i didnt expect . yea. ok. i took many pics with old friends ytd cos they all went back to the primary school to visit miss ho and other teachers. met uncle elson and miss ho. they didnt change much. :DDDD was happy to meet them.Ohhh.now making my card. byeee!!!:DDD

ok.currently at home slacking cos i had fever ytd... AGAIN. so sian la. few weeks ago also had fever.wlao. then leh. sigh... got back a few papers. which i really hate to say but i did very badly.. sophia got higher than me for geog somemore.. wow. pro huh. then i have to sign chi paper. but i dont dare to give my dad see. now also dont dare. i think i plan to give my mum to sign then when overall come out then tell my dad...wlao. then next fri, plan to go with cousin to see GI JOE.hmmm. nice show i guess.ohhh. and my bdae party.. still trying to confirm the number of ppl coming since its like a long way.. but i gtta let my parents know by.tomorrow?then.. urmmmm. tomorrow got training. wanna go tomorrow.nothing to do now. shall go study for EOY. blog more tomorrow. and i am gonna pray hard abt the chi paper i need to let my parents sign.. shit. bye..

Hmmm. I these few days damn unlucky.maybe those whom i talked to about may know.U wanna know?can come and ask me.I wont mind.Hmm. Lets start with wednesday.I didnt have enough trust.Kena damn bad scolding. Then ytd leh,cried.very little know, but it really hurt. i cried my heart out.Today, went to school as per usual.Had geog for first lesson. then recess.ate fish and chips.then had LIVE. classes presented their CIP. then had english. then had physics. then art then go home. On phone, recieved message from my mum saying she will bring me to the doc.doc is for my face.then it was all the way in toa payoh and it was raining super heavy so i was like why must go today? so troublesome.aiya. in the end still go.... took taxi there.then waited, saw the doc.she say its better.then the rain stopped. then i went to the hdb hub and ate macs.took train all the way to tamp.then took shuttle back home.then leh, i came back shower le. recieved call from jess(dunno if this is the correct spelling.hmmm)saying go down to play bball. then i ask my mum, she was like no. too late already.i mean wth? 6 only and we booked it at 6.then she say tomorrow then play. i was like walao.condo is for facilities usage can?then i dont play, stay at home and sleep. wads ur problem lah? u went to tell daddy in the car.then daddy say bball court? ok wad. even he says ok. and u must purposely go say dont want.seriously la. cant u just give me a bit more of trust!wth la. sigh. dont feel talking about it anymore. u say tomorrow then play. i shall go down to play at 8 plus tomorrow!

YAY!!!EXAMS ARE OVER!!!YES!I AM HAPPY SO MY POST TODAY SHALL ALL BE IN CAPS.TOMORROW GOT CAMP.DUNNO WHETHER BORING OR NOT,THEN TOMORROW ALSO GOT TRAINING. I MISS TRAINING ALOT.SO I LOOK FORWARD TO TOMORROW!AND!! I SUDDENLY VERY INTERESTED IN THE CAMBODIA TRIP BUT ONE OF THE CRITERIA WAS TO FINISH THE 5 WK TRAINING. AND I DIDNT EVEN SIGN UP NEITHER DID I ATTEND THE TRAINING. I HOPE THE THE PERSON IN CHARGE ALLOW, BUT THE CHANCE OF GOING IS LIKE SUPER DUPER SMALL. LIKE 15%.. SO NO HOPE BAH:( HAIS. ANYWAY, OHHH.TODAY MATH PAPER WAS QUITE EASY.HMM. LET ME TALK ABT YTD, WENT TO CHURCH. HAD SMALL GRP. WAS SUPER FUNNY COS OF KIMBERLEY MAGAZINE.ATE PERANAKAN FOOD FOR LUNCH THEN HAD FRUIT CAKE FOR CASSANDRA BDAE CAKE.THEN WENT PARKWAY. BOUGHT A SWEATER FROM COTTON ON AND A TOP FROM BOSSINI.THEN KIND OF PANICKED FOR MATH. SO WENT TO THE FOOD COURT TO STUDY. THEN STUDY, ATE DINNER, THEN FROZEN YOUGHURT AND WENT BACK HOME TO STUDY MORE.YEA. THATS ALL... CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW. SHALL BLOG MORE TOMORROW:DDDDDD BYE!!!!!

Didnt blog for quite awhile cos of common test.Next monday is the day where common tests will officially end.Happy BUT cant totally stop my revision cos i still have eoy.AND i have to do best in eoy.Anyway shall update on my wk:
Monday:
Came back from melaka. Super fun.But didnt do much shopping except for buying a black skirt.hmmm.Then came back to singapore in the afternoon and went to I house to cut her bdae cake cos it will be her bdae the next day! After that, we went to eat dinner then i went back home to study cos next day got common test. Studied like hell for lit but thanks to this friend who helped me, then i got it right and managed to have the thought of passing my lit with at least a B bah:D.
Tuesday:
Had common test. That day was the worst day of the timetable so didnt really enjoy. Went home and study history. then leh, at night,about 8 plus,went to the gym with my dad. Came out of the gym, leg like jelly. Then went home, study more then went to sleep
Wednesday:
Had history. Source based was a little hard bah. then in the afternoon had chapel. I LOVED CHAPEL. FANTASTIC! So nice. The songs and sermon. Meaningful. Then went home, study chinese. Felt sian. So went down to swim. Swam a km. Leg pain. Then watch tv and study.
Thurs:
Best day of the wk.Had fun in school. CHinese was ok i guess. Then after school go kovan eat macs. Very long nvr eat.Distress.Then went back home.Study physics! Went down to swim again. Then met a new girl who came to talk to me first. she abit scary leh. Older than me. Shall not elaborate on it.
Today:
Many didnt have enough time for physics. Lost alot of marks. So my A gone:( anyways, went lunch with classmates. Then went home on my own. Then watch 100% entertainment. Went down to play vball. Met another new friend called li ann. She's a really nice girl.:DD NICE MEETING U! then talked to her till abt 7.40? cool. tomorrow will meet her to play.AND i wanna watch where got ghost tomorrow. Hope to watch it.eh. then now talking to sophia. I LOVE SOPHIA!!!HAHA. bestie!!!
OK. i very tired. next wk will start training. i happy. miss training:D. i know minna do too!Bye!!:)

Yesterday went back to church to watch faith like potatoes.Was a very nice movie.It was like damn funny the whole process in church.I went to church first, then christabel called me.Then i went over to say hi.Then i went over to say hi.Then i saw jacelyn, so went over to her cos me and her was excited over something.Then went up, talked for awhile.Movie start.Then during the movie, cos the couple kissing.I look at jiaeenn face change, then i keep laughing.then jillian and christabel say:tess, i didnt know u were such a person.I what person, i also not despo.... Its just that jiaeenn make me laugh mah.:D haha. then finish movie, then clara so bad, dont want follow me, go follow the rest eat dinner.in the end she so pathetic, only 2girls. haha.then leh, i saw christabel goh and emily coming.i said hi.then we went on the bus. then i saw a sports car. i went so cool.then i tell christabel, then she say SOMETHING, i didnt hear, emily heard, then she know about.... Then emily tease me like siao.Even the escalator, she went to say: be careful arh.there very.... i went.then i come back home, i went online, then chat with her. She tease tease tease.I laugh like siao.Ok. Ytd was practically the happiest day. Hehe.only a few know why.^^Fun. then today,didnt go church. went to parkway to eat breakfast.then shop around. then recieve msg from christabel.The whole process of messaging her, i was smiling. hehe.Only she knows why.ok.shall blog till here.Hope to go lunch with emily and christabel next week.Talking to them is real fun:D

Havent blog for a wk.This week was quite tiring as i had all the tests and stuff.Now relaxing but soon gotta study as ct is coming soon. Better get more A1s this term otherwise, i will get scolding. Trying to get A1s for science and lit. Hope to get As in other subjects. Yesterday had training, was the worst training ever.Friends who ask me why should know.It was quite pissing.Almost cried during training.Hais.I cant do anything about it cos i am not the one choosing.So i just gotta face it and practice more as i think the grouping of how he groups will never change.He is always bias i guess.He got his own favourites.I also got my permanant position.Playing as sub set.Not really a good position.Abit like standing there and waiting for the ball to come i guess.so kinda dissappointed.Having church tomorrow cos they screening a movie that will be used during ym for 3wks. So it is better to go.Hais.Hope to cheer up tomorrow.Facing alot of problems now.Friends lurh, cca lurh, coping with the work.Secondary life really is tiring or maybe cos i slack too much.Learnt abt time mangagement today.Was quite meaningful and of great use.But trying to put what i learnt into use.Ok.Shall blog till here.Will blog more tomorrow.

Went to church today.Was fun:D Lois came back. but only for a week.D: Sad. Aiya. But at least still see her.Today recived 2 cards, then i realise i owe many people encouragments cards.Feel guilty.lol.Gonna write them l8tr.Today was talking to cheryl,she asked if i had been doing my bible reading and so.Then i said no cos i couldn't find time. She gave me a few ways to do it. So i decided to do my devotion in school.In the morning.Starting from tomorrow.:D Feel kinda relieved, dunno why.Tomorrow gotta start school liao, after so mamy days of rest.And many tests are coming up starting from next week. So will be busy revising all my work.

No more fever:D.yay. ytd got scolding for bao my smses by 3 times than usual and my outgoing calls by 300 over mins. Dad say if next month bao again, no more phone for me. so I decided not to message for the rest of the month since i counted my messages ytd and realise that i already message 300 plus for the month.. so better not message anymore.Hais.. I want a unlimited message plan..Its boring when i cant reply my friend's messages la.so sad.oh well, no fun le. cant message too much.D: tomorrow going out with cousin to watch movie.happy:D Very long nvr go out with her le.:)Shall blog more tomorrow and post photos if i take photos with her tomorrow.

Decided to start blogging.Today,didnt go school cos had fever last night.Kind of regret wanting to have fever and wanting to stay at home cos it really is boring.Cant do anything at home,I rather go to school and have fun with friends.Hais.Was supposed to go with audrey for lunch but didnt cos i am sick.So sorry audrey!!Will make up to u next week.:D Yesterday leh,started training for vball again.Leg aching now like siao cos never train for so long.so pain:( Sophia got fever too.Temperature so high. Get well soon sophia!Ok.Shall blog till here first.:D And those who come to this blog, please tag before leaving.Thanks!!:DDDDDDDD